One month ago today

Written 25th February

It was the due date of my baby one month ago today. I was very large and had trouble moving around but was feeling fine. Alastair and I went to Amy's 18th birthday party in the evening so it gave me a chance to dress up. There was so much baby talk I was about to burst. My hormones and emotions were really strong at that point.

I was very pleased I had reached my due date as I didn't want to go into labour early. At the same time, the anticipation and not knowing was already very hard to deal with. To have such a huge event in your life without knowing when it will happen is a very odd thing. I can't think of another situation like it.

Once I'd turned the corner and gone 'overdue' I decided I was happy to try anything to help the baby arrive. I don't believe in old wives' tales but on Monday 27th January I went on a very long walk. It was far longer than I intended because I missed a little footpath to the seafront. But I explored my little village and immersed myself in the architecture and character of the place. On the way home I walked through the park for the first time. Everything started to ache by then and the weight of the baby was immense. I felt exhilarated though! Oh, and my wellies were totally stuck to my feet by the time I got home. Whoops!

Before the walk

Managed to get one welly off after an hour

Freedom at last!